F*ck you infertility

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F*ck you infertility for making me hate my body
F*ck you infertility for testing the limits of my marriage
F*ck you infertility for making me jealous of my friends
F*ck you infertility for making me jealous of people I don't even know
F*ck you infertility for making me question every thing I eat
F*ck you infertility for making blood draws a routine thing
F*ck you infertility for making my son love babies knowing I can't give him one
F*ck you infertility for making me hate holidays
F*ck you infertility for making me push my friends away
F*ck you infertility for taking away my choice in reproducing
F*ck you infertility for having me answer the question "when are you going to make Nate a big brother"
F*ck you infertility for making me feel the need to explain my infertility treatment decisions to people
F*ck you infertility for making meeting new people awkward when they ask about kids
F*ck you infertility for making me think of the months January through December and the potential pregnancies I should have had
F*ck you infertility for taking away my belief in hope
F*ck you infertility  for taking away my optimism
F*ck you infertility for making me test the limits of my inner strength
F*ck you infertility for making me feel broken....ALL.THE.TIME
F*ck you infertility for making me question my decision on whether its even really worth it
F*ck you infertility for making the term infertility a bad word
F*ck you infertility for making crying the norm
F*ck you infertility for making me feel like I am not enough
F*ck you infertility for making me test my faith daily
F*ck you infertility for having this be the loneliest journey I've yet to endure
F*ck you infertility for being painful....physically and emotionally
F*ck you infertility for making me wish on every star, 11:11 and eyelash
F*ck you infertility for making me constantly wonder 'why them' and 'why not me'
F*ck you infertility for making me a statistic I never wanted to be a part of

Stumbled onto this video and it's pretty much spot on. It's called Empty Arms. Click and watch.