The Cycle That Was Over Before It Really Even Started

Had my baseline appt for this cycle this morning. I left feeling really freaking good about this month. I got them to schedule the hsg (which they weren't planning on doing) along with the hysteroscopy to check out everything again. Annnnnd I got them to give me a script for the trigger so that I can do it myself to ensure that it is given properly.

Got home and got Nate ready to head to Target to fill the rx for clomid which was to be started today and price the trigger there. In the parking lot my phone rings. It's the doctors office.

So, basically my FSH is up to 28 now. That pretty much means its impossible to produce a quality egg this month. Cycle is cancelled.

I feel defeated and I feel like a failure.